A candle

Today I lit a candle for your mother and had a little talk.

I thanked her for giving life to you, so I could meet you. Cause no matter what I can't wish it undone. In my own way I loved you, and I will always love you.. And love, when you really love someone, in anyway it might be... It's worth it... Even if it caused pain it's still rare and beautiful... For a moment or two I believed me loving makes the world a better place.. All love does.

And I asked for her forgiveness... For me not being able to save her son, taking care of him, making him happy, giving him, you, the peace of mind and heart you long for so much.

I just hope she knows I did try my best...